sorry to say that I have been having major computer problems…hence nothing new on my pages. I am not sure but may need to revamp the whole site. Hope you will check in from time to time to see if I get this little matter under control. Until then I hope you all are well and indefinitely ecstatic!
Hello~~ Nice looking lady huh? Well let’s face it… not many of us look like her. Not sure I would even want to. I used to weigh 240 pounds. Couldn’t even bend over to tie my shoes. I have had two children. And gravity is not the best thing that can happen to most of us. I do not consist totally of what is on the outside of me. However how people treat me because of the way I look most definitely has an effect. I lost weight because I needed to. I was always skinny as a kid. Too skinny in fact. As a child I was sent for testing to see if there was something wrong. I have been FAT! “Mama Cass” size. And yes weight can make you feel horrible because of the way people treat you. When you have huge tits they drool, laugh or point. Or all of the above. You are excluded when trying to shop for the latest fashions or even for clothes that fit! My weight does not equal my IQ or my beliefs in what it is like to be happy. Weight can blur things to the person who is seeing out of those eyes as well as the person looking in~~ But I have also known that beauty like the one in the photo above can cause a person to think they are better than the rest of us. But once her butt starts to sag try to have a conversation with her. Or even try to have fun that does not include telling her she is beautiful. Let’s see what happens when you muss her hair… So people try to see past the packaging and see the real beauty within. Peace ~~~ 
OK I’m an idiot. I admit it! Apparently I did something I shouldn’t have and there may be a chance that I will have to start my web page all over again. But as I said this is all new to me~~ And if that is the case I’m hoping that I have learned enough to make my site even more appealing. I would like to take a minute to thank everyone that has sent me thimgs that I have incorporated into my madness here. The responses I have recieved have been very kind. And some even helpful critisism. Thanks again for putting up with my ramblings and lunacy. Hope you have had fun coming here and hope to see you in the future as well~~~~ Yours Truly ~~~ Dimples~~~~~
Older is not always wiser~~ nor does younger mean more vibrant~~
I have done some thinking as to the past few years of my Life. I became alive for the first time when my husband of almost 25 years left. It amazed me how much the man stifled my free will. He kept my soul in chains and buried my mind in the muck and mire of being “his”. I was stupid and ugly by his standards. I became a cripple. But since then I have found my voice (even though I may sing off key at times). And my appetite for Life has been found. I am lucky to have found someone who shares my interests as well as refuel my Soul. My Life has become blessed and my wings spread further into the sky and also bend to embrace those in my Life~~ I only hope that you may find your own voices and freedoms…
Today is the last day on this rock being 46 years old. And I am spending it with the man I love… And tomorrow when I wake up I will be in his arms~~ sounds like a great way to start a new 365 day period! 
I have learned many things this past year and one of those things would be that someone thinks I am worthy of his Love. What a great lesson, huh? So as this period ends in my Life a new one opens and brings with it great opportunities. I’m just hoping he will be with me to share and to make new memories as well.
Just a small quick hello till later tonight~~ I wish you all a hug for today. We all need to be reminded we are worthy of human kindness. And I wish to do my part in sending you a small care package of warmth. So look to the skies and take in the sunlight. And for those of you who have that medical condition which instigates sneezing while doing so~~~ Bless You!!
Just a small note here~ feeling a bit under the weather~ please forgive me if I have not been giving you new thoughts to ponder. Thank you for your patience.
So how many here believe in Fate? A show of hands please~~ Is there a plan for humanity? For all the individuals on this planet and the next? Some claim that our lives are plotted out long before our conception. I really have a difficult time thinking that way. For if someone else is control of us then why are we offered choices? Are options we have fake since we are already supposed to choose “B” over “A” or “C”?
If Fate exists then how are we supposed to grow as a species? Are we merely tokens in someone Else’s board game? I confess that there are times that I feel drawn to do one thing over the other. Is that Fate? Or is it my soul speaking louder to me at that particular time than others. When I drop my keys in the pile of laundry on the way to work and then find out if I hadn’t stopped to look for them I would have been in that 12 car accident down the street?
I suppose there are forces of Nature that pull us one way or the other. But to think that I have no real options makes Life seem meaningless. The way I see it ~ if nothing else ~ I can call at least my mistakes “MINE”.
Give me your thoughts~~~ (Is Fate guiding your fingers to the keyboard?)
I can think of many things that warm my soul but when I see the sky open clouds and rays of sun come shining through I can only raise my eyesight and enjoy the heat of the sun on my upturned face. Basking in the glory of Mother Nature’s finest. Should I be fortunate enough to have a slight mist upon my skin than even the better for cleansing my soul. I love the feel of the warmed ground under my feet. And should I get the chance to lay on the ground and feel the Earth’s core then is when I feel Tranquility. I wish you all Serenity today and for all of our tomorrows~~
Have you ever noticed that some seem to struggle with Life while others seem to glide? But as I have observed most of the “strugglers” will help those along the way even though their burden seems so heavy. They are the ones that can perspire AND inspire. Seems the heaviest object in their backpack does not alter their footing. Nor waiver their eyesight for the horizon. But I know these people well for I am one of them. Some of us are better at balancing their goods and bads. So I keep my eyes open. Listen. Watch. And learn. And hopefully along the way I can help those by my own trials and tribulations.
